You know, the feeling, when you really think you're ok. And that you've really got a good handle on your emotions. And then, for whatever reason, you don't? I mean, it's like up and down and up and down. One moment I'm fine and think I've got a complete handle on it all. And then the next day, I'm not, and I'm just all sad and feeling karked up and everything. I hate it. And everyone tells me things will get better, and I know this. But, it seriously doesn't FEEL like they will. I mean, I just don't know. Sometimes I wish I could just slip into a hole or something, and just be alone, for as long as I need. Cause it all feels like it's so much. Like seriously, I feel like I could huddle into a little ball right now, and just cry and cry and cry. I hate it. I hate feeling like this.