kaitydid33087 (kaitydid33087) wrote,

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A Slight Break In The Clouds

Things are getting a little better. 

Yesterday was a badddddddddddddddddd day.  Crap with my mom and then some crap with an online friend.  But the crap with the online friend was resolved today.  So no worries with that.  But I was just in a horrible mood yesterday.

But today was alright.  I woke up at a semi-decent hour, 10:30.  Rather than the 12:30 yesterday.  And I got a new debit card, cause I lost my old one somewhere between here and Wichita I think.  But it's all good now.  And I was gonna wait a bit to get season 3 of BBT, but unlike the Office, I couldn't wait.  So I went out in the grand tradition of things, as I've now decided, went to Wal-Mart and bought.  Went home and watched it.  The first episode skips, but that's ok.  I can deal with it.  And then a little while later I went to Taco Bell.  Came home and ate and watched more BBT.  Which is also a tradition I guess.  Buy BBT and eat Taco Bell while watching it.  And I just enjoyed my day.  It was relaxing, and what I needed.  And then my parents brought home DQ a couple hours after I ate of course.  So I had like, double dinner.  And I watched a bit of America's Got Talent.  SO HAPPY that Michael won!  He deserved it!

I'm feeling alright.  Still just kind of sad in general.  I can't say the 'd' word.  So I have to say 'passed on' or 'passed away'.  It's hard to say it.  And it's hard to even think it.

I finally got all my CD's uploaded to my computer.  I think I have about 175.  There's an official count of 169 on my iTunes in the playlists.  I'm surprised it's not more.  There's officially 3317 items.  8.1 days.  20.80 GB. worth of music.  I'm a nut.  But happy I finally have everything on here.  I've been meaning to do that for the past year or so.  Just never really thought about it till now.

But yeah.  Slowly feeling better.  Still feeling a bit frazzled.  Not as frazzled as I was feeling the other day.  But I know I'm getting better slowly.  And I know it takes time.  Just have to take it one day at a time.  That's about all I can do.

Anyways, I'm tired.  So sleep I shall go.


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